From: Roberta Flander’s Diary
Source:
Personal Acquisition
Background:
Miss Roberta
Flanders was the daughter of Mr. Douglas Flanders once of
His assessment
certainly turned out to be true. Before long, everyone in Petersburg was
familiar with this charismatic young black man that seemed to always have what
you needed -- sometimes even before you were aware of it yourself. He
single-handedly grew
From the diary:
“I sat under the rose bower and enjoyed the early morning dew. It was one of
my favorite places. The drops of water there were like perfume – free rose
water. I listened to the sounds from the house as the rest of the family began
their day. I knew that John would be along presently. This was one of the few
chances I would get to talk to him alone. I wanted to speak with him before he
went off to open the store.
I heard him as he said goodbye to Cook. My heart beats faster even at the
sound of his voice. Cook is in love with him too, I can tell. He is nice to her,
but I know he does not love her. John is nice to everyone, and everyone loves
him.
I waited to see him, but today he did not pass the bower on his way from the
house. He went down the walk to the side gate. As he passed beyond my sight, I
could hear our neighbor ladies speaking just over the back fence. I climbed up
on the seat of my hiding place so that I could see who was speaking. It was Mrs.
Fitzsimmons and her neighbor, Mrs. Russell, the tailor’s wife. They were bent
close in conversation, but I could hear them quite well; especially that fat
Fitzsimmons cow. She was always drooling after my John.
‘He’d make a fine catch if he wasn’t a black,’ moaned Mrs. Fitzsimmons.
I climbed higher up on the seat to better see.
‘I’ve been observing the fine muscled behind of
John as he passes on the way to
I hated her and her friend for their wanton ways. I knew that John was far too good to ever notice them. He was mine, only mine. His color did not matter to me, and I loved him for the wonderful man he was - not for the dirty things those women wanted from him. We would be together soon, and he would never have to worry about people like them again."